2010 had been Great! Too great that I've got no time to update you -.-
I've been busy (most of the time) on the weekdays & weekends, well. Most of the time spent with friends & relatives. I could count the days that I actually stayed home; say maybe less than 30days? No kidding.

I do feel guilty sometimes; not having time for my family (that is my parents & kid sister, Izdi). Papa was always busy with his business(es) & us with ours. We've missed alot on the family dinner(s)/holidays, which we normally had last time. I must say, 2010 past in a flash! I wish time would slow down now. . .

I finally turned 21, 9days ago. Not sure how fabulous I should be feeling, but it felt just like previous birthdays I had. Maybe, a little special cause we received few unexpected surprises from sisters and friends. so, Thank you all :)

(Again) parents were away. I don't know why, but they seemed to care less about it. We had a planned celebration however, on the eve of new year. They were informed, (according to my other half) but I didn't see them there. Not even an SMS to either 1 of us, to say that they couldn't come. I was questioned by some; asking if my parents were coming. I'd no answer to that until the clock strike 12midnight (where everyone started shouting "Happy New Year!! Happy New Year!!) & then I knew...I knew I shouldn't expect them to turn up, from the start. I wonder. . .I wonder, what was it that was so important, that they couldn't even drop-by?

Nevertheless, I'm grateful...

I'm grateful that my aunts, uncles, cousins, sisters & close friends were there. I'm blessed to have them in my life. So, Thank you, again. Papa can be ignorant sometimes, but I know he cared. He just doesn't know how to express it, I guess.

I hope 2011 would bring me better luck, better fortune & better love than I felt last year. I hope the bonds I had with my precious loved ones will remain strong and that papa realize how much his grown-up daughters needed him still, in their own selfish life.

Happy 2011, everyone(: