surprisingly but true, it has been 9mths(plus) since i met everyone of my 'agents'. hah. maybe those loyal readers might know of them. i can't deny i miss spending time with them, like i often did last time. time doesn't permit us to meet this days(which accumulates to 9mths?hah.) and because of that, only now, i finally got to meet them all. time pass Rrrreal fast; just when i feel that last year's raya had just passed.

anyway, 4 of them(including janna) have already graduated from sch and two are off to serve the nation this coming oct 7. hah. It's definitely hard for fiq to shave off his hair and he has been complaining about it.
hair grows la. of coz u'll look ridiculous [HAHA!] for few months but that's okay what.. you don't have to worry about looking out for girls.. sirah will be waiting for you, always. hahaha..

Good Morning Readers! Ada Rindu Sama Saya Kah?

we had the first Iftar the week before at Hajah Maimunah. with most of the IMD(Interactive Media Design) peeps. okay, luckily, i wasnt the only extra ones. hah ida, nad and shahirah brought their partners too (:

work have been rather tiring. not because of the workload i've got but due to the free time i had.. hah. three days straight, i wasn't given anything to do. well, except for the darn thick notes they got me to read. im not a reader & so, you can't imagine how hard i tried to stay awake in the office til 530pm. geees they taught me the procedures to the work that I'll be doing everyday. omg. I cant deny it's tough. it was hard to digest the whole process in and i know mistakes should as much as possible, be avoided. :s oh God. help me through this and may i be good at it after 1 week pass. lol.

anyway, yesterday was a getaway for me & sisters. we were off to JB for some shopping! haha. I was all excited upon arriving at Tebrau City. i've got my white shirt and two tops from Mango. sisters got their stuffs too. we had a really light dinner before heading down to angsana for another round of shopping! LOL and there, we hunted for raya shoes. they managed to grab 2 at discounted price. I tried hard to resist from buying any for myself coz i know i've got ALOT at home already. can say, 1/3 of the shoe rack at home belongs to me? ha ha ha. we left angsana at about 945pm and headed to the seafood place we planned to go for supper. but luck wasn't on our side. ha! the journey there was indeed long but as we arrived, both the restaurants were closed and we had to search for any restaurants available to have our supper. we were starving by then! we found 1 but the service was poor. we ordered milo and they said the milk they ordered hasn't arrived. the fish wasn't fresh as if they just poured a heated sweet n sour sauce over a fried fish that has been left for few hours already. geeees lucky there's tom yam soup to save us from the tasteless spread. haha. we headed back to s'pore straight after that.


oh dear. the monday blues is coming to me already...

Even though we didnt get the best front seats, being there was already great enough. Hearing her LIVE on stage was definitely a bonus. geees. im so in love with her! hehehe concert started at 8pm & opening act was performed by the popular dance group, Style From Beyond and this local band (swear I can't remember their name). hah. we were waiting anxiously for Avril to pop out but it was only til 910pm (or so) that she Finally made her grand opening. hahaha. the whole indoor stadium roared as she started the show with her hit song, Girlfriend. i did record a few for memory sake (: well, the next time she visits Singapore, Im soooo gonna get the front seats. heh heh.

i saw an article yesterday on newpaper about this korean actress being spotted at Boat Quay filming a new drama, The world they live in. i looked at her photo but i don't recall seeing her in any of the dramas I've watched. So, i was like, 'hmm. okay whatever' but i continued reading that 2 sentence article and my eyes almost popped out! the article said "...... with hunky co-star Hyun Bin" Hyun Bin? like the Hyun Jin-Heon in My lovely Kim Samsoon, or that hunky Han Tae Woong in Snow Queen? ahhhh! he's in town?? OMG.OMG.OMG. I WANNA MEET HIM! :((

oh well,on the other hand, my dream to meet my rock idol is coming true! :DD wheee~
2 more days yo!


gahhh. I want deng-deng! I'm so gonna get it today.

*whisper* GOod Morning people :)

yaa. i couldnt get to sleep, so, i let my fingers run through here for awhile; waiting for time to pray. heh. being at home with nthg to do and no income coming in, i must say, kinda S***. i've rested enough and i think the best way to kill this boredom is to have a job. i did apply for few job in banks and jiralda even got me a lecturer's contact, who has an offer for a position. so yesterday, i called him up and he said highly likely that i'll get the job but the problem is, i'm also accepted to work in another bank,yesterday itself and they are willing to take me in this thursday :s being the usual fickled-minded person, it was definitely a hard choice to make. both offers are good, since I'm just aiming for exposure & experience. but the one giving me a better exposure to banking line would be the one offered by the lecturer. so, i guessed my choice is clear? :s oh dear. im still doubting it.. due to the fact that it's more to fund management thingy, & I did opt out of the option last time. hopefully, i make the right choice. zeeees


`i guess ,well, it's pointless waiting for something/(someone),which/(whom) you know there's high chances that it won't happen or go the way you hope it will. i think i'm just wasting my time having that little hope/faith. things are just so different now & when will i truly gonna accept that fact??
& ya. sometimes, i don't even understand myself; like I've been longing to see or spend time with you, but when i got the chance, i just don't want to see you or talk to you? or even pretended to be OK around you but the fact is, I'm not? Don't you realize that or even you, pretended not to realize that? :s ya...i've always fantasize or [more to hoping], that things gonna be like it used to be, but i guess, i should just throw the used-to-be thoughts and reaaally move on? Just what's holding me back? someone, please! tell me.


[you alway misinterpret my words/intentions and have such negative attitude over it. why? everyone's thinking about you as much as you are thinking about yourself but you still choose to put your ego in front of you & not accepting others' opinions. they are just opinions, anyway. and you kept thinking we bug into your life too much but don't you have the slightest thought that we cared for you & your well, future? you underestimate yourself too much & never take notice of the ability that you don't know you have. you are afraid to commit but isn't it better to work hard now & enjoy later?
yes, don't think I didn't try to Not bother about you. But being me, you know i can't. sorry. ]

ok so. last week was Sachin's 21st. a big headache to find a suitable outfit to fit his Bollywood/Hollywood theme. but yea, finally i've decided to go for a simple yet Revealing dress owned by Mastura Maidin. Thank you Love! (:

and and we finally got ourselves a freaking 3in1 printer! weeee~