I don't know what I'm doing now. seriously. I'm working, but there's nothing much to do here at work, except for tending this quiet library. yes, library - a resource centre for business students. What am I doing here? hah. I reaaaally don't have the answer to that. When I applied for this position, I didn't know I was actually gonna be placed here. Executive Assistant. LOL. sounds wahhhh right? EVERYONE [I really meant everyone] who have asked me what I'm doing & I replied that, they'll go, WAHHHH. but honestly people, there's nothing to be wow-ed about. haha.

When the in-charge explained to me the roles and things I got to do here, it sounded rather Chim. haha I was excited to learn but when I've actually started, I find myself rather free. There are times that I'll be given projects to do, but that wouldnt take much of my time. I usually get it done way before deadline, and I'm free again. (that's why I'm alway online. haha) I need to do something! oh dear...It's going to be my 2nd month here & honestly, I'm not really enjoying my time here :s I feel like going back to work in boutique as part time, but I'm still comtemplating. If weekdays are for my 830-6 job, and weekends are for boutique, What about my social life? -.-

can money just drop from the sky?

If I were rich, IF la hor! I would have set up my own small studio. My makeup studio. I would have taken up courses to improve on this one thing, that I believe I'm good at & I really enjoy doing. I wouldn't have to drag myself out of bed every morning or walking like a zombie back home, after each day. I could just be in my little studio, waiting for calls, doing some networking/advertizing, practising on the skills or explore on new things, like hairdos or photography. all in the comfort of my own little studio..ahhhhh~
berangan seha, berangan.

Back to reality. I'm only a temp. staff here and my savings aren't enough to cover the whole course, even if I thought of taking it. If only dad's supportive of me being a makeup artist and willing to help me with the course fees and prolly invest in my little dream studio, I'll be the happiest person on earth! hehe

but then again, I can't be selfish. I have to be independent already! I can't rely or keep asking my dad for $$ for something I want. I got to earn it, if I want it. It's time I do something in return. so yea, I guess for now, I got to stick to my sucky job and live up to my humble dream in years to come.
I'll stick to freelancing for now.

call me girls! (: