the raya mood is really fading...but hey, i've got my saturday, sunday and next weekends booked for raya outing. wthhh. yesss. all so semangat planning for raya visits but why do i feel so reluctant all of the sudden? gahhh.

anyway, 2 weeks more and im going back to sch! hah. excited nampak, excited nampak.. aiya, this happens all the time. when you go through attachments or work during the holidays, you'll definitely missss the school life. yes. i miss my NYP. 3 more months of hard work and yippie! i'll wear that blue gown my seniors wore :D and the best part is; me, sirah, kakak n abg ngah are all graduating together. well, I don't think we Are graduating on the same day BUT should be the same month. so, yippie to us! hehe

and im not going to think of what to do next after graduation. I know i will have to, eventually. but let's put that thought aside first. im fickle. i mean, i may have some plans for my future, but hey, i will..eh no, i think, im sure it won't turn out as plan. so, i guess, i should leave my options open til i'm pretty sure of that next step I'm taking. we'll see how things goes for me. i'm just hoping for the best :)

oh yes. i wish to visit Europe.. oh please please. i wanna explore! [oh yes. i'll definitely squeeze this in my future plans] and and i wanna work there too. I heard about the salary from one of the bosses in the company im working with & hell yes, i was shocked. it's like 3 times better! well, of cause, their standard of living are higher compared to s'pore. but darn. if i work there right after *ehem* i got a degree, I can earn my first $10,000 in less than 6months? best or what!
aiya. but i hate to study. how?
can't $$$ just fall off from the sky?