My weekends was fun;) yet again. teehee~ Met the cliques for a small get together. as usual, not all could make it. But, oh wells.. we had a good time ;) plan was to have a game of bowl, but since it's a saturday, the crowd was rather expected. So, we went to the opposite to play pool while waiting for our turn. yea, I suck at pool. buttttt, bowling was alright. hey, I still think I could have won, IF they didn't LAUGH OUT LOUD and pulled my morale down. hahaha. oh well, at least, I gt in 3rd position ;)

We were complaining how hungry we were, in the middle of the game. After much thoughts & alot of sembarangs on where to have dinner, we finally decided to have popeye! yummmy~ andddd then we complained we were full -.-

anyhoo, Mr superstar & his superstar frens (haha) came down to lepak with us later, after that. We left flyers at 11 and made our way homeyyy ;)

I was quite good ley ;pwoooweee~ nyam nyam nyam!

trying to pose like those skinny bitches. lol

This princess turned 20 on 16thNovember ((:
loved this shot alot! hehe
the tree's just too cute & with us hugging it; it's even cuter. LOL~rest on FB ;)

HAPPY 20th again darling. saranghae! =))
muahhh~

Hello diary:)
and so it's the mid of the month. hmmm. I'm rather free now. I feel like dying. haha. wth. merepek ah kau, seha.

kk, let's see what I did last week .........
OH! sister's keeper! omgomg. the best touchy movie ever! Seriously! thank to the busywoman(maria) who msged me all of a sudden to watch it with her. haha [if not, I wouldn't thought of watching it.] she said it was the last day that the movie's showing & since sirah wanted to watch it too, she came along with us. It was awesome! throughout the whole movie, we were tearing like nobody's business! I think most of the girls in the theatre did. guys too, probably? hehe. I'll rate it, 9/10! :D think I'll cry again if I watch it online. hah
on the friday evening, I went down to arab st to meet the pondokians. oh how I missed them! ((: had fun hanging out with them, though halfway through, I had a majorrrrr headache! (I'm just too sensitive to cigarettes smell :x) we girls head down to simpang for supper after that ;) roti john combo! best! ahhhh, I'm hungryyyy!
then on saturday, saya kerja. ah tu lah, merepek kn seha. keje on saturday. hahaha. I started working back at the boutique on weekends. alah, not both weekends la ppl. don't worry. I promise I won't die. haha wth -.-
Sunday, we had mini celebration for (busywoman) maria's 20th! :D we had picnic at bottle tree park. cute place. a small place yet, nice. you can go prawning, fishing(i think), swan ride at their small lake or the painball game. We headed down to cashstudio in the evening. hehe, oh well..that's 1 of our must thing to do everytime we gather together. haha I'll load the photos soon,though most are up on FB. teehee~

k dah, saya nk pergi lunch! bye!

I had movie date with Dee kenet today ;) we have been wanting to watch 'This Is It' since last week & waited for everyone to be free to catch it together. But, nampaknya tak kesampaian. haha so, we girls just went ahead with our last minute movie date. It was totally worth it! I loved it, seriously.

anyway, if anyone was wondering why I'm so emo, (haha) it's because I'm sick. Yes, I complain alot when I'm sick. ngade-ngade kan aku. I can't endure pain as much as others cause there's nothing that will help me tolerate this other than my weak body. I don't take any medications when I'm ill, so that explain everything. I know I shouldn't be too use to this and Try to take my medicine. tsk.

so well, today. I went to polyclinic to get my eyes checked cause it's been days and I still have this blur vision. I know it was an infection but the redness stopped, but the blurriness was still there. Doc at polyclinic made it sound so bad and I was referred to changi hospital straightaway. A&E some more. He said it may cause permanent blur and I may need surgery. wth. So, I went.
dah la berejam aku tunggu pat polyclinic. hospital was no better! waited even longer -.-
I was already feeling chilly when I was at polyclinic & the nurse at hospital confirmed I was having a fever when she took my temperature. the long waits at hospital was a torture. I left hospital at 6plus. I've spent the Whole day waiting! real torture. What's worst, Major headache attacked me, with no mercy. I teared so much, cause it was just too painful to endure. Little sister was concern and she massaged my head, hoping that it will go away. that was pretty sweet on her part :) but this monster wasn't gg easy on me at all! evil! but, I managed to get my sleep after awhile.

anyway, I was reminded NOT to use any lenses for a month. So seha, be obedient & just listen!
oh yea, I'm still waiting for a day that this left eye be alright so that I can visit the optic shop again. Fyi, I went there twice already to order my new specs but my poor vision on my left eye refuse to give accurate results and so, I have to wait for couple of days for it to be okay. so for now, I'm gonna drop this artificial tears on my eyes every 3 hrs as prescribed, so that this poor eye can regain its clear vision again. please take care of yourself Seha, if you dowanna waste anymore $$. LOL
to those contact lense user, do change ur lense box every month & rub ur lenses properly when you clean them! Don't end up like me(:
geeeeeez.

Anyway, I had awesome awesome weekends since last week :D ah yes, I'm going to brag about it. so bear with me. hehehe. My first halloween events with friends. who's not excited right? ;p I went for 2 halloween events; 1 was at night safari [which was totally FOC! thks ida, siti&bf!] & another was yesterday, Spooktacular Sentosa (Images of Singapore). We totally didn't expect the crowd when we were at sentosa! the queue was freakinggggg long & of course, we waited more than 3hrs to get into that spooky house. 'Ghosts' roaming around the place to give us a taste of what to expect in there. hehe. was all fun! greatly thanks to my dearest cute little friend, kin :)) will load up the video soon! :p
haha, I broke my heels! ah yes, I wore heels. gatal kan, gatal kan. haha! I wore to safari & it was pretty alright. I thought sentosa was equally fair. I didn't expect to be running(for my life)! I hate it when they follow us from the back. seriously! geeez. but no sweat yo. It can be glued back :D phewww~

Alrighty, let the photos do the talkings(:24thOct09~
like I mentioned earlier, we had free admission to Night safari. hehe :p It was packed but we didn't wait for long to get on the tramp ride. the queue was almost up to the ticket counter la! good thing was, Siti& bf worked there before. so, pakat2 with the staff there and we got on the tramp w/o even queuing..evil! I know! we continued the trail by foot after that..hehe. It was actually Fun getting scared 0.o lol.

K, Enough enough.. rest of the photos in FB yo! :D
So, What's up on next weekend? hehe

Why did I even check my dusty, old friendster account? & why didn't I delete it away?

I know right.. friendster's like, kinda expired (already, long ago) to most who have been active in Facebook/Twitter. But I don't know. I'm rather sentimental. I'll give in some thoughts before deleting or throwing away something's that been part of my life. I know, I know. It's just a network site. But, that's one of the sites I made lotsa friends and I was rather active in, other than Myspace(which I've already deleted) Now that facebook's up, I've neglected friendster (for a very long long time).

No idea why; I logged into friendster account just now & surprisingly, I could still remember the password, considering I'm a forgetful lady. tsk. as per normal, I'll view the list of people viewing my profile and then check the page itself to see any testimonials/comments given etc. & yea, since I'm already logged in, I did a quick check on this person I used to be close with, online. got to his page and it took me few secs to respond to what I saw. hah. someone just got married?

I have no idea why, just why my heart was giving me this uneasy feeling, which triggered my stomach to feel uneasy too. I clicked on an album that showed the few photos of the wedding they had. hmmm. I don't know. I just don't know why I was that surprised. seriously. As I looked through the photos, I was still trying to gather the thoughts. Questions flow in, which totally didn't help in making myself feel any better.

maybe cause I think as a friend, I expect him to tell me? and maybe cause all this while I've been expecting his email reply, like he used to expect from me? hmmm.

sometimes, I don't understand myself either. people treat me like shit and I could still forgive them and give them 2nd chance(s). silly, yes?

ahh, forget it. What's the point brooding over someone not worth thinking of or saving a friendship that is not worth saving, right? haha.

Maybe It's time that I click the 'cancel account' button?

my handphone needs a doctor. 1 of its organs not working. serious.
I've restart this smart thing more than 5 times but the problem is still there. It just won't read my memory card! chey, what chey?! My everything is in there lor! videos, photos, games and most importantly, my songs! my everyday source of entertainment. my handphone IS my mp3. so, you can imagine how torturous my evening was before and after meeting the girls yesterday. I'm a worrier. and it bothers me when something's not right. I couldn't sleep well last night trying to figure out this problem. sigh sigh.
yea, I was a confuse girl yesterday. of all days, I choose to be a boy. haha -.- [from hip down la] I'm known for someone who'll go out with high heels, flats or slippers [only when I'm too lazy to dress up]. it's very rare to see me in those nike/puma kinda shoes. & yesterday, I've decide for a lil change in image. haha. looking back at the overall look, I SOOOO think that the top & handbag don't go well with what I was wearing. hahaha. ni la namenye sporty image tak menjadi! worst still, the shoes are huge! I don't know how sirah wears this shoes w/o dragging it. I dragged it as I walk, cause it's kinda heavy and tiring to walk in. probably, I should wearing a thicker socks next time. HAHA

oh yea, back to my handphone topic. sigh. I'll visit any handphone shop later. Hopefully, they can help me revive this little thing. I need it. I really do :(

I'm backy wacky with an update! not gonna be a long stretch grandmama's story. I'll let the photos guide you through the raya I had this year(: I know right....It's kinda like, expired already. But still, I wanna have something to look back on, when I read my old entries in the future. [haha, like I will] So, here goes..

Balik kampong 2 days before raya and had our 1st day there.

That's cousins and granny.

the little nephews of mine ((: that's just 1/5 of the total numbers of nieces&nephews I have in malaysia. 2nd day raya. Rahman's angelssss ((: abang ngah, a cousin&brother.

I'm sooo excited for his wedding coming december(:

26th Sept 09
but of course, how can we Not raya together? :))
my lovely Agents. shuddup. we are cool okay. lol lol We karaoke-d here. haha raya rya pon sempat eh.
no, I did Not ask for it. she pass it to me to hold. soooo, ape lagikn ;p feeling2 ah. hehe headed down to mas's open house (:(: thanks for the invite Mas G! heheheBaz's homeyy;
this makcik join us again after raya-ing with her family. hehe love you.

I don't know what I'm doing now. seriously. I'm working, but there's nothing much to do here at work, except for tending this quiet library. yes, library - a resource centre for business students. What am I doing here? hah. I reaaaally don't have the answer to that. When I applied for this position, I didn't know I was actually gonna be placed here. Executive Assistant. LOL. sounds wahhhh right? EVERYONE [I really meant everyone] who have asked me what I'm doing & I replied that, they'll go, WAHHHH. but honestly people, there's nothing to be wow-ed about. haha.

When the in-charge explained to me the roles and things I got to do here, it sounded rather Chim. haha I was excited to learn but when I've actually started, I find myself rather free. There are times that I'll be given projects to do, but that wouldnt take much of my time. I usually get it done way before deadline, and I'm free again. (that's why I'm alway online. haha) I need to do something! oh dear...It's going to be my 2nd month here & honestly, I'm not really enjoying my time here :s I feel like going back to work in boutique as part time, but I'm still comtemplating. If weekdays are for my 830-6 job, and weekends are for boutique, What about my social life? -.-

can money just drop from the sky?

If I were rich, IF la hor! I would have set up my own small studio. My makeup studio. I would have taken up courses to improve on this one thing, that I believe I'm good at & I really enjoy doing. I wouldn't have to drag myself out of bed every morning or walking like a zombie back home, after each day. I could just be in my little studio, waiting for calls, doing some networking/advertizing, practising on the skills or explore on new things, like hairdos or photography. all in the comfort of my own little studio..ahhhhh~
berangan seha, berangan.

Back to reality. I'm only a temp. staff here and my savings aren't enough to cover the whole course, even if I thought of taking it. If only dad's supportive of me being a makeup artist and willing to help me with the course fees and prolly invest in my little dream studio, I'll be the happiest person on earth! hehe

but then again, I can't be selfish. I have to be independent already! I can't rely or keep asking my dad for $$ for something I want. I got to earn it, if I want it. It's time I do something in return. so yea, I guess for now, I got to stick to my sucky job and live up to my humble dream in years to come.
I'll stick to freelancing for now.

call me girls! (:

when I say busy woman, I reaaaaally meant she's busy. haha see lah. This busy woman got to stay back for project. so, meetup is postpone til next week. tu pon kalau makcik ni ade time lah. lol.

I'm using tumblr for the time being. I'm rather dead here..

Last week was just awesome(: We had fun helping out at this 2 dudes album launch. heh. k, I got to admit. I don't reallllly listen to their songs, well. except for 1 or 2 songs which I've memorized. lol. I'm their friends but not really a diehard fan. HAHA. sorry dudes! but the songs are greatttt. really! I enjoyed the performances and helping out at the reception area :D everyone's so supportive of this two. some local artists were there too. Fans came an hour [or maybe more] earlier just to get the closest seats to the stage to watch the guys perform live.. many bought their album on the spot, to get autographs by them, at the end of the session.
such joyous day spent with them and friends (:

kin & I help out at the reception area while the others ushered & took photos.
kin kin..nak sign? :phehehe..nk feeling2 kasi autograph.. k, -.-they are alif's family close friends [or is it his aunt&uncle?] who helped out too.we also wanna tompang glamour :D hehehe. like superstar not?their designer, abg berg [shakir] hahathey say he look like imran. haha
actually a little la..but in photos not sooo obvious.ladies who were there :D XOXO! love this shot!
really....such fun clique to be with ((:

well, except for last week; 25th July. I had such awesome evening with the girls at wawa's crib.. Neni came out with an MJ theme, for us to dress up and spend the evening watching/listening/singing/dancing to some of MJ's hit videos. [We didn't really follow the theme, in the end. LOL] Truthfully, I wasn't MJ diehard fan but I do feel his lost like everyone else. I so semangat ok.. watched his memorial service on chnnl 5 til 430am! [cried all by myself..haha!] now I understand why everyone loved him. I got to agree; no one can be like MJ. No one can sing his songs as good as he sang them or imitate his [to me] funny pegang bawa moves or even do his famous moonwalk. hmmmm. well, at least, he's not suffering any more.